Haji Amin in Action

DAY 1

Seorang anak dara Haji Amin nak pergi oversea. Haji Amin serabut agaknya. Asyik nak marah saja. Dua orang anak Haji Amin mulai STRESS. Haji Amin mengerah anak daranya yang sulung untuk keluar ke Plaza Alam Sentral untuk mencari seluar untuk anak daranya yang kecil kerana anak daranya itu tidak mempunyai seluar yang mencukupi untuk dibawa ke Jepun. Lalu anak dara sulungnya, bersama anak teruna beliau, membawa budak kecil itu ke Subang Parade. Ye, arah yang terpesong.

Walaupun anak dara kecil itu sudah membeli dua helai seluar baru yang harganya lebih mahal dari rekod sejarah seluar-seluar kakaknya, tetapi, dia nak juga bedal seluar-seluar dan jeggings kakaknya, siap pakai untuk ke airport, dan ada juga yang disimpan di dalam bagasi. Tidak berperikemanusiaan betul. Apa dia fikir kakaknya nak pakai apa di Malaysia? Cawat?

Untuk kali ke dua, kakaknya memecut kereta; selepas kali pertama pada tahun yang lalu kerana mengejar flight si Azfar, kerana Haji Amin suruh pantas, kerana takut terlambat untuk flight pada 8malam, padahal ketika itu baru 2petang. -__-" Beliau sangat nervous agaknya. Balik rumah, saya membebel mengatakan plug universal yang diberikan oleh Haji Amin kepada anak daranya itu ialah plug untuk Indonesia, plug Jepun lain. Haji Amin mulai gusar kerana takut terlewat untuk ke kedai untuk membeli plug yang betul. "Tapayah, dah beli dah tadi," kataku. Dia mulai senyum- malu agaknya, lalu berjalan keluar dari kamar sambil mengoffer duit CASH kepada anak daranya yang kecil. "Kakak pun nak!!" - "Jangan mengarut. Gaji awak kan abah dah bank in" - "Hehehehehe" Beliau tak tahu, sudah banyak duit saya lebur akhir akhir ni. Aduhai. Illy mulai lupa diri. Astaghfirullah'alazim.

Mood Haji Amin mulai 'back-on-track'

Okaylah, setakat itu saja update untuk sekarang. Harus bersiap. Tambahan pula, saya sedang lapar. Sayonara!! :D

ChickinLove

MOOD: SHAH ALAM

I'm home!! Well, hello sem break!! :D Abah fetched me siang tadi. The first thing that came out from his mouth, "Kakak dah gemuk...sikit eh?"

#%^*&@$%!!

Well, Achik is going to Hokkaido tomorrow. *sigh* Back then, in campus, usually I annoy Munki- cuz basically, she's my roomate, then now, at home, Achik is going to leave, so I have nobody to annoy
:( So BEWARE- you might be my next victim, PandaPanda!

I had some chickinnsss for my dinner. Yeay!! Chickin Chickin loves me!! and I love Chickin Chickin!! Chickin Chickin loves Tummy Tummy!! Tummy Tummy loves Chickin Chickin!! Tummy Tummy loves me!! and I love Tummy Tummy like Chickin Chickin!! and we love each other!!

Chickin Chickin ♥

And They Say

What is the PROS and CONS of having
Nur Illyana Shazmin in your life?

Fathin Husin: hahah. nk jugak kannn. okay you are.. sgt creative dan innovative. byk tolong i. sgt faham i. cute. too shy. humble. kawan baik adeel. eeeeeeee. kadang2 cepat panic. pendiam. very helpfull. pandai jimat. baik. always happy. tak berkira. agak sensitive. suka kacau fit. tukang gelak bila i kacau/buli bha. hahah. pandai jaga hati org. a good listener. easy to work with. tak cerewet. tak banyak songeh. munki munki eeeeee ♥

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Fitriliah Hani: wow. good ques it is. the good of u is tat u r so talkative. give u pen n paper, u gona work on it. i noe. well, it is juz fun having u around babe. fun girl, u r. sgt pandai amek hati. aww! :) thanks for all those moment! i wont forget an inch pon. well, the cons is tat, when ur mouth already talk tat much, so all tat much will also come out. haha. but babe, imma take no heart feelings. yes i try not to. its u kan. anything tat makes u happy la. xoxo illy illyana, my laling =) u r so adorable girl!! i believe u'll b the most adorable old women ever. jyeah!

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Adie Lokman: Pros, she's one of the most wonderful thing that has happened to me!! Huhu...... You just learnt a lot from her way of life.

Cons, she's unpredictable...

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Zaheera Harun: hahahah you are undeniably adorable to every human being there is, you have fabulous hair that would make all girl go green eyed over you. You are delusional in terms of thinking that you're fat
-___-, you are quite sensitive but you try your best not to show your feelings,you are very photogenic and you produce great pictures. Very hardworking in terms of assignments and always try to come up with the best results. You are shy, but still you dare to try new things and you could get wild at times. You are a hopeless romantic when you give your love to that certain someone and will go quite far for him. I think? You are kind, smart and you'll always hold a smile upon your face no matter what happens. You can get away with colors and you are very creative too. So in a nutshell, you're perfect for advertising. =)

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And They Killing Me Softly

Many might say, I'm the bad one.

Well, sure is.




Label me with whatever you want.

I can't stop you.




I have my own reason. There's no third person. There's no other pressures. Maybe I'm not really a good lover. It's just not fair to him. Dear Afiq Syakir, you're the finest creature that ever come into my life. Thanks for your absence, for all your care and your unconditional love. I'm sorry for my behaviour, for being no respect, for all the unpaid sacrifices, and for every wound that's bleeding. I'm doomed. I really really am. I just can't stand it, seeing you like that. It hurts me so fucking bad, Sayang. Please, don't be like that. Seeing your tears, it's killing me softly. Having some conversations with Bha, knowing what's happening, it's quite a big hit on me. But I get what I deserved. And I'm ready for all the hatred that will come in my way. I'm doing this for your own good. I'm just not good enough for you. Sorry that I can't love you like the way you do me.


I love you, and I don't lie. But it's just not enough. So, I'm letting you go. Sorry for all those stupid reasons that I came up with. Yes, I lied on that. Yeah, many might misunderstood on that, but, whatever- that's not the point. Not to forget, thanks for the final date. I may seemed all calmed and heartless, but the truth is, I was crying inside, and still am. But my ego conquers it all. I know, I hurt everyone around you as I'm hurting their beloved friend so friggin' hard. But I don't care what others want to say about me. They're not you, they're not me. They know nothing, they feel nothing. They see nothing but all the facts that I am the one to blame. Maybe they got the point, but I just don't care. It's you who I care. This is why I'm telling you all this. I don't know what am I doing. I may not fully ready for any commitment. Let me be honest, I'm scared. I'm scared of anything real. But by being scared, doesn't it means that you are on to something important? And if you're not scared, you're not taking a chance. So, I'm taking a chance. And by taking a chance, I might get all my doubts answered one day, InsyaAllah. And I think everyone deserves some times to themselves. Being alone, it sucks I know. But that is when we discover who we really are, and what we really want. I want to appreciate things, not only by words, but with my whole heart. I know, nobody likes to be alone, and this is why I'm all here if you need me. You won't be loosing me as you will always be my good buddy, Kilat.

It's a mistake, I know.

I may regret it one day, but let me.

I wanna do this mistake.

I'm sorry.


I love you.




You're just too good to be true.

And literally,













I don't deserved someone like you, Muhammad Afiq Syakir.
(2 months 11 days)
**November 9,2010

November 7, 2010.

I'm Sorry, Love.




I can't lie.
I don't want to force.
Give me some times.
Maybe all we need is, time for ourselves.


I'm Sorry. :(

My Shining Kilat (:

Two freaking days. I'm so freaking dead tired. Yangyang tidur already. Hehe. Capek terlampau tu. Haha. Yesterday, I went to KL, staying over Amirah's place while Yangyang and Cdek were staying over Ajin Debab's. Welcome to KL, Sayang! =D Thank you Amirah Babyboo and Debab! Sayang korang! Oh, cant wait for next week!! Sem break, baby! Oh, I miss Shah Alam already :( Just got back from KL with Yangyang. 1 hour and a half journey to Melaka. I just can't stop myself from potpetpotpet. Thanks for the earss, Sayang. =P And also, thanks to Munki for the ride yesterday :D wee! It was fun! Good enough for a sort of getaway. Need to loosen up a bit. I had enough pressure for the freaking semester.


And I just can't forget about that damn bag.


Kenapa kau lawa sangat. Fak you.

All At Sea

Nothing much happened today. Just 'preparing' for the upcoming Psycho paper. CTU was .. okay, kot. Just checked out Psycho carry marks. Alhamdulillah, maybe not great enough but it's beyond my expectation. So, YAHOO! :P Same goes to Graphic Design's. I hope my PR is doing just fine. *finger cross* Well, despite of that, I'm still carrying the baggage of emotions. It's one in the morning of Nov 2nd. I know. I should be studying Psycho now, or get in bed. But I'm not. It has been 3 days straight, 'Good Morning' has become my version of saying 'Good Night'. Guess, this heavy baggage is just getting heavier.

Although I know myself enough that when I'm pissed it's just for awhile and then I'll be fine and say hello to a new day. But it isn't working for this time. Sorry. Okay, let me get this straight. I do remember what I wanted to write about but the mood isn't here yet. A bit slowmo these days. *stress* Well, I had it a bit off tonight. Thanks, Munki. Thanks, Bha. Thanks, 550D. :D

Literally, it's just another raining day.


And same goes to other things.