What If

I admit, I love to think and wonder. What if yada yada yada? What if blah blah blah? What if doodledooodledoodleedoo? What if .. okay stop it. Maybe I should come back to the ground and live my life normally. Its not that I'm being abnormal here but my mind is nowhere to be found now. Lost in the sky, wondering between the clouds and *poof! Gone. But no worries, bila lapar dia balik lah tu :3

But seriously, I think "what if" is really a waste of time. Why doubting something that's beyond of our power? We just need to believe in whatever you want to believe in, work it and strive ahead to achieve whatever we want and let God decides. Why must waste something precious thinking about something stupid and end up with negative thoughts that obviously leads to--> PERIOD that adds more time wasted.

Just appreciate what you have and work for some bliss. Have a beautiful day, people. I know I will; DMC5F rocks!! *uitmdihatiku* Going for brunch with Munki and Sadiq. *hungryface* Til then! xx

P/S : That's what I think.. I mean,  for now? Teehee =B

Summer Rain

I can't live without my notebook. Seriously. I can die internally, it's like I'm walking with a body without a soul aicecece but who am I kidding. It's true.

"Jemputan Majlis Walimatulurus Ashraf dan Azidah" is z shocker of the day. Congratulations Acap!! Oh my, you're big boy now. My oh my. I still remember those days, you were sitting in front of me, and I hate you for always taking my stuffs without giving it back sumpah annoying doh kau. Haha. Thosedays when we both received our 5As for UPSR. Thosedays when we post each other "kad raya" klasik gila pakai pos setem 20sen bajet sungguh. And now you're getting married?? Congratulations Acap!! Tapi still aku tak boleh terima kita dah TUA!! I repeat, TUA!!

C'est la vie. That's life. But still, I FEEL OLD!! Seriosuly, I blame you for that. Huwaaaa!! Haha but yeah, I'm happy for you!! Oh wow, my another dearly classmate is getting married. Geez, I'm excited for you! Will try to show up, InsyaAllah. (:

Screwing around on Facebook instead of writing my comm research is pretty good supper for tonight. Malas doh nak usha assignments I'm not ready to leave my break just yet!! Please don't go to fast!! *sigh

Holiday was good. And I mean it! :)




P/S : Someone's watching over me. :O

Prism Production

3 days of shooting is finally come to its end. Special thanks to Norman Halief, our amazingly talented cameraman. Also to our dearly 3 serangkai for being good writers and commentators from the very beginning, the 3 musketeers Ejad, Zack and Kamil for being extremely supportive throughout the whole session and last but not least, our 'hot-melting-body' talent, Zaza! Great talent I tell you. Without you, takda lah hot melting body dalam video ni :p Congratulations everyone! One more scene in Jonker Walk and we're so going to wrap it up with a big dindin! Going to do something about our behind the scene soon, right after I receive all the videos from Zaza, insyaAllah I will upload it somewhere in mid of August in my vimeo. For now, comm research is waiting on the line. Malas usha email. Esok esok la eh :p

Enjoying the break to the very last bit! Hope you guys doing great too. Salam (:

Moral of the day : Set alarm before tidur kalau ada kelas pagi. Hohoho

The Big Bang Bang

7 Things by Miley Cyrus #onrepeat

I feel like writing. So I write. Even I have nothing in mind but I feel like typing. The blog seems tempting. I feel like writing! So here we go.

I talk a lot. Yes, I do. But sometimes I prefer to be silent for no reasons. God knows better. When I've been asked what kind of relationship I prefer, it makes me think and this is what I want to share. I mean, this is what I think?

I prefer long distance. I won't say being close to each other, get to see each other everyday sucks but I'm just saying! Eeeeeeee. I think long distance is good cuz that's when you're realize what you really want? It's like being attached both physically and mentally. That's when you don't even bother who's around you or looking at anyone else because deep down, you know you already have everything you want. Only they are just nowhere close to where you are. And when each time you get to see each other, it'll be the best feeling that you never want to let go. Its a bliss every single time and falling in zzzzzz again and again, with the same person. Excuse my zzzzzzz cuz currently I'm all cracked. Thanks to Zack. -.-"

But that's the truth. Even some people might prefer to go for short-distance, saying that they can get to know each other better yada yada yada I'm here, just saying my opinion lol. But somehow this cleverbot is really mengundang lah sial.

I have indeed read some joke books, only recently actually, I felt like I needed counselling afterwards. I just can't stop laughing!! God, life is good. Seriously. I can laugh for no reasons okay this is critical prolly I need some serious help asap. Even my lecturer complained the same thing. "Kamu jawab soalan dulu, baru ketawa okay,". Hahaha but yeah, thank God I answered him correctly so I continued laughing. Teehee! I wanna watch Harry Potter, heard it's pretty awesome! Tell me about it, duh~ Heading to Bangi this morning. Time for our scene two, three, and so forth. Can't tell how excited I am but this flu memang cari pasal. Eeeeeeee! Good news; leaving to Jakarta soon! Yeay!! "June depan kak, bukan tahun ni,". Oh Mama, stop giving me false hope. -.-" But I had a feeling I'd enjoy the trip like those days seriosuly I miss you Jakarta! Can't believe it's been a year since the last time I flew to you. Tapi nak tunggu setahun lagi senak lah, Mama. *sobsobsob

Oh well, have a great weekend. Oops Monday already lah. So yeah, have a great Monday and God bless. Salam (:

Quack!

Told my dad about the aches am having. In return, he said am having mental disorder. -.-" Thanks, Abah. I don't trust any clinic for this, cuz in the end, I'll be ending up with packets of painkiller. I don't want any painkillers or whatever stuffs that temporary. I want something that permanent and am aware that private will costs me some extra love. So yeah, kena start saving! *Just saying. Rasa malas nak gerak pun ada :p

July is here and it brings with it a busy schedule. I know I've said this before but seriously, you'll be finding it more often in the next posts trust me. (If I have the right time to write, or I'll try to find one) Currently, I'm happy. Yes yes yes, I'm happy with whatever that's going on around me. *kaching! Plus, assignments kinda excite me well. At least I feel a bit usefull than sit and do nothing.

Going to celebrate Ayah Long's birthday in Mont Kiara. Til then, Ciao! (:

P/S : Thanks for the bedtime story penyu. I once heard about the story somewhere back then minus the god Jupiter part. Hehehe :p But great story to be shared. *applause* Oh well, I did learn something today. Don't ever melepek when you're Skyping. Trust me, 120% I can guarantee you'll be falling asleep no matter how hard you try to not to. (08:50am)

She Looks Up, and Smiles.

The mid sem break has begun. Probably not the kind of break I wanted but I bet it would be fun shooting our music video starting this Monday. Next, the moment I will face; staying up late just to suck every notes I can stuff into my head before I saturate and fall to sleep. Ahh yes, mid term exam is coming soon. HECTIC!

Watching people around me is kinda interesting and pretty exciting thou. Some are nice, some are cool, and some are just; fake. But what the hell, I'm not here to judge. It just fun, watching people serving others just to get the attentions and be known? Aren't you feel tired of faking it? Hiding your true personality, being someone that is not you? Even if people love you so much, they love the plastic you, not for who you really are. If you're living one now, you have to know that your life sucks. I feel sorry for you and just don't give me that look. I'm saying this generally, I don't point to any particular people now. Just saying!

I have nothing in mind actually. Planning to catch some awesomeness with Barney Stinson later. Falling asleep for a thousand time today is putting me in TOTAL AWAKE mode tonight. So I just crap randomly. To those yang terasa, jom balik Ampang. (Jahat gila!) Hahaha oh well. Watching the day goes by, is making me wonder. Where am I gonna end up soon? I have thousands of plan.. err.. maybe nothing at all. I'm not really sure where am I standing at right now but one thing I know is that I have tons of work to do!! All the endless reports to write, journals to go through, fashion booklet to be done is gila. With this backache tagging along, I must say it's going to be a bit hard but InsyaAllah, everything will turn out just fine. I have the best groupmates I can have so what's not to love? (:

*fingers cross*

Final AGM (2011)

 "The next picture will be us in UK. Just wait!" - Adie :')

2 years and going strong. (:

8 years and still counting. (:

First Scene

P/S : Done with our first scene for our music video. 17 more to go. Jutaan terima kasih buat Mimi Kartobo. Not to forget, today will be the last day for my dear Adi, Yang di-Pertua KOMED, sebelum beliau menurunkan takhta pada AGM malam ini. You've been a great leader, and I'm very proud of you. Congratulations Adie (:

Chicken Soup

Salam. Wazzuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup!

Things getting hectic day by day. Comm research, event meetings, shootings, and the latest task I just received this morning; we have to come up with a fresh product, designed by you! Matilaaaaaa. Maybe I just go on with my previous Butter Stick plan. Back then in part III, the whole presentation and report, was a great success! Buat saya rindu Hanan :(

Going to present my individual research on exploitation of children in Lee Jeans advertising this Thurs. Wish me luck! :)) Together we protect our children blablablabla tak siap lagi report, kbye.

P/S : A good bedtime story doesn't mean it has to be as good as.. errr.. a good story(?) Soup princess pun boleh. Boleh nampak lah siapa yang mengantuk sebenarnya. (gelak drakula) I may be not a good listener, salahkan speaker, but I sangatlah menghayati cerita. That's why tak faham soup princess tu apabenda. Give yourself prudence, rejoice and love yourself. Some may born with natural creativity and some might be creative enough to come up with something fresh from his surroundings or experiences. Everyone was born with their own specialty aiceceh I mean, there's always gonna be good and bad or what's looked upon in a good way and what's looked upon in a bad way but no matter how fucked up the world is, always think positive. Don't worry about what other people want you to be or say (eg: lame :p ), just be yourself. That's all that matters (:

I tahu entah apa benda I merepek takda kena mengena pun, diam ah! >;O

Count on Me

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea. I'll sail the world, to find you. If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see, I'll be the light to guide you.

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep. I'll sing a song, beside you. And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me. Everyday I will, remind you. Find out what we're made of. What we are called to help our friends in need.

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry. I'll never let go, never say goodbye.

You can count on me, like one, two, three. I'll be there. And I know when I need it, I can count on you like four, three, two and you'll be there. 'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah.

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you. -BrunoMars

P/S : Updates from Wifey! OH ME KUE TIAU!! It's been ages since the last time we actually contact! Thought you forgot me already :( Terharu sangat you baca blog I. Ngeeheeehaahaa! Malu juga you baca I merepek sebenarnya. Ngohohohoh. Let's go on a date once you reached Malaysia!! Be safe and take care yeah rabbit! ♥ Oh well, 13 years and still counting. Teehee! :D

Fragments

I don't know what have gotten into me last night, sorry for the emo tweets people. I know, wrong timing. You see, I always feel like writing something but I can't find any way to let it out. It feels like I want to strip down everything into words and clear things up but for sometimes I feel like it's not the right thing to do. But sometimes, I feel like it. But you know, I don't want to strip anything that might put me in regret. I'm through with doubts. Still mad as hell, can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should. But I think I still can handle it, even though both Zaza and Fathin has been my victims for these few nights, non stop listening to my crap and such. Oh well, who else would it be? Haha sorry guys. Hiding things won't solve anything, honesty is. But we just don't have the guts to face what's next. But seriously speaking, I'm too tired to squeeze my brain just to figure it all out. I have so many other things to do rather than sit and wonder but things just don't work out. I started loosing my focus. Things flow just the way it should be but my time is running out. It's now or never. I know my hidden looks can be deceiving, but how obvious should a girl be?

Even I may on my not-really-stable-mood but I think I am stable enough to write things. Just trying to seek some mood before I start my Comm Research paper. Mid terms coming up and I still feel like I studied nothing but research and storylines. Going to start shooting our music clip during the break, July 18 insyaAllah. Will be touring around Bangi and Kuala Lumpur. We're doing Yuna's for our music clip. For that, we've sent our proposal to have Yuna in our video but sadly, the song is owned by Libresse. So, we can't use Yuna unless we change the song but due to some stuffs, we decide to stick with the same song. Seriously, I don't think I'm all that ready and prepared to face reality. Alam dewasa sangat tak best okay, kanak-kanak. I don't think I'm going to get married anytime soon. Maybe I'll end up just like her. But I don't think Abah would agree with me on this. *sigh

I have this dream; to live with my own things. Having my own car, my own house, my own business, supportive partner in such age is my main goal. But being too realistic is unconciously negativating my mindset and limiting my dreams. No matter how realistic I try to be, the truth is, I always holding back to where I've been. Sounds stupid but I need real things to hold on to. The real world out there, the future, is scaring the hell out of me. Sometimes I feel like giving up. But I ain't that person that easily give up but I need people, friends and family to survive and chase the shadows away. I'm not trying to be lucky but to be blessed! Some says time is a healer. But in a house that no one speaks, things just, fucked up. Say something, anyway.

Just Tonight

"I fly with the stars in the skies. I am no longer trying to survive. I believe that life is a prize. But to live doesn't mean you're alive."

"Here I am and I can't seem to see straight, but I'm too numb to feel right now. Here I am watching the clock that's ticking away my time. I'm too numb to feel right now. Do you understand who I am? Do you wanna know? Can you really see through me now? I am about to go. Just tonight I won't leave. And I'll lie and you'll believe. Just tonight I will see. It's all because of me."

Everybody dies but not everybody lives. Count me on nothing. I'm no longer ringing. I'll be right here, no more hanging. Maybe things weren't made for me. Stop giving me the "attention", I don't need that. I'm better off alone, anyway.

At least, for now.

P/S : Happy Birthday Fazrin Jamal. Have a good one and God bless :) 

TANCAT PER VACANCES - CERRADO POR VACACIONES

Tancat per vacances - Bon estiu a tothom

5è ANIVERSARI DE LA PENYA BARCELONISTA DE LISBOA

Pau Vilanova, durant la celebració del 5è Aniversari de la Penya Barcelonista de Lisboa. Fotos: PB de Lisboa

Pau Vilanova, amb la penya de Lisboa
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El directiu en cap de la Comissió Social, Pau Vilanova, es va desplaçar a Portugal per estar amb la Penya Barcelonista de Lisboa, que celebrava el seu cinquè aniversari.

El 2 de juliol passat era una data molt important per a la Penya Barcelonista de Lisboa, ja que celebrava els seus primers cinc anys de vida. La festa va començar al local social de la penya, l’emblemàtic club Snooker de la capital lusitana.

La representació institucional no va faltar en aquest acte, atès que hi va assistir el regidor de l’Ajuntament de Lisboa, Manuel de Brito. Per la seva banda, el president fundador de la penya, José María Rodríguez, va rebre homenatge de tots els penyistes i va ser nomenat soci d’honor.

La gran tasca de les penyes

Durant el seu discurs, Pau Vilanova va destacar que les penyes són les ambaixadores del FC Barcelona al món. No és en va que la gran tasca de les penyes, especialment d’aquelles arrelades a l’estranger, és la de fomentar els valors del Club.
El FC Barcelona viu un gran moment pel que fa a l’àmbit social, i la prova és que les penyes fora de l’Estat espanyol cada dia són més fortes, juntament amb una temporada històrica quant a resultats esportius.

Els tres grans del futbol portuguès

El FC Barcelona va aconseguir el que ningú havia fet fins ara, que era reunir en un acte institucional els tres equips punters de la Lliga portuguesa. Així doncs, hi van assistir representants de l’Sporting Clube de Portugal, del Benfica i també del Porto, rival del Barça a la Supercopa d’Europa i vigent campió de l’Europa League.

Lovestruck

I love.

5º ANIVERSARIO - Reportatge fotogràfic (3 i fins d'aquí 5 anys)

Joana Cepeda, la nostra bonica reportera gràfica

Ovació i fins d'aquí 5 anys per celebrar el 10è aniversari

Placa commemorativa oferta pel Sporting Club de Portugal

António de Almeida amb els representants del Porto i del Sporting

La nostra secretària Ma José Cepeda amb el regidor d'Esports de l'Auntament de Lisboa

Joan Camps, representants del FC Porto i Benfica

Luis Carneiro, hablando a Sport TV

Pau Vilanova entregando la placa del 5º aniversario

El DRAC símbol del FC Porto que el dirigent del FC Porto va regalar a la Penya

L'Àliga del Benfica en el moment que el Vicepresident del Benfica la entrega a la Penya

El regidor d'Esports de l'Ajuntament de Lisboa

Regidor d'esports de l'Ajuntament de Lisboa, el diplomàtic JM Rodriguez-Coso i el Sr. Pedro Lobo Antunes

Jose-Pep Esteves, Eli Carceller i Pedrito Seixo

El Sr. Manuel de Brito, regidor d'Esport de l'Ajuntament de Lisboa

Vista general del SNOOKER