(:

'Cuz Baby, You're a Firework! ♥ :-D

Sweet Taste of Mistakes

Okay, I was having second thoughts. I was freaking out! And still.

I mean, after a few brainwash, it got me thinking. Hard. This feeling, it's a sign.

"Okay yes, it's a mistake. I know it's a mistake. But there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back, and say, "Yeap. That was a mistake." So really, the bigger mistake would be not to not make the mistake, because then you go your whole life not really knowing if something is a mistake or not."

Does this make any sense to you?

And guess what, I always careful with everything. I plan out every second of my life. I'm done trying to plan the unplannable. Search for perfection. Always want to control everything. Get things well planned. Because I want everything to be perfect. MISTAKES-FREE. I'm afraid of mistakes. I hate regretting. Guess, I just don't have the guts. God, I am so terrified of anything real!

But, I've changed my mind.

I don't want perfect.

Maybe it's a mistake.

But it's a mistake I have to make.


*finger cross*

Dear, Bob Bob.

HAPPY 2-MONTHS ANNIVERSARY, BOB BOB!!

I love you, and still counting ;)

I Wasn't ready, And I Never Will.

There goes my first paper, Bel311. Sumpah seronok menggoreng!! But hell no, I wont check my carrymarks. =B Next one will be CTU271, this Saturday. *yawnn

(Please remember what you wanted to write, Illy!)

Oh, I've changed. A lot, if you're still wondering. I guess, this college stuffs do changed me into a better person (ceh!). But it's true. Finals have started. I ain't ready for that, and I never will. *sigh* Guess I have to start reading CTU by now, but the mood isn't on the way yet. Maybe tonight. (I hope) Well, there so much in the box right now. Too much to write, I supposed. Until I barely know where to start. Everything seems like falling apart when people don't really relized a shit about it. It's a different world now. Turned out I may hate it. Man, I hate this feeling. I just can't bear with it. Or am I having some kind of hormones changes right now?? Is it possible for a 19 y'o girl? (Omg, you're turning into LAME!) Like what I said earlier, there's so much in my mind, so much to write. I guess I wasn't very happy with lots of stuffs these days. And don't ask why. I don't even know. I don't have the answer. Oh, God. Oh, it may sounds crazy, but I do talk to Illy for like, every single day? Whatever shit that coming right up through your mind now, but I actually enjoying it! Why? Because no one can understand me better than myself, right? I guess, the same thing does happen to you too. Correct me, if I'm wrong. Well, I hate myself for each time I sit down and look back. Ouch. Yeah, still. Oh, fuck. Whatever. Ignore me. Maafkan saya.

And it hurts when your own friend thinks that you are no longer a virgin. Oh, FYI, I'M STILL A FREAKING VIRGIN. Jot it down, people. In case you will be having this Alzheimer somewhere near in the future later. I may be a little childish, but I ain't stupid.

Too bad for the rest of the circle. My mood wasn't in a very-good-shape in this bloody semester. I lose my focus. Yet, I'm loosing my grip. Give me a break. I'll be back.



For good.

Cheesy Cheesy

Once upon a time, there was a big girl, still thinks that she was still a little girl, live in a big giant bricks called HOSTEL. She was a type that you can describe as a young happy-go-lucky person, hot tempered, nor cold-hearted. She might be twisting your head, with her annoyingness and madness. She ain't crazy or nuts, but she's everything in between. She can twist her tongue that so far, nobody can do like what she does. She's weird, and always be. She loves to be strange, but nothing on her that people see is strange. Therefore, she just another human, a normal girl with an extraordinary mind.

In the HOSTEL, she has three roomates but she has only one favourite of all called Munki. One day, Munki left the room early in the morning because Munki has a final presentation to do. So, she woke up alone and this is what she did.

Say CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESE!!

She has another friend called, Aceyy. Aceyy accompanied her for the whole day, while Munki was outside doing her presentation. And there she lived, happily ever after.

The End. (:

Hari Sabtu Saya :-D

Hari ini, kawe kecek Melayu, deh? Haha! Awal-awal pagi lagi, Ieka sudah SMS. "Aku dah cuti, kau?" Meaning to say, ehem, maksudnya, dia ajak dating la tu. Weee!

So, ehem. Jadi, kami pun bertolak ke Sunway Pyramid sajo. Agak terbakar poket hari ini dek musim SALE dah expired. Tapi sebab kempunan, beli sajo mano yang mampu. Campur duit bagi pinjam, makin terbakar lah purse, ehem, dompet mewah tu. Tapi Yangyang panggil murtabak! Hmmphh!! Tebal macam murtabak katanya. Hmpphh!!

Oh, Ieka baru balik roadtrip ke Penang bersama teman-teman MSU nya. Agak terharu bila dia kata, "Aku ada belikan kau something! Sumpah comel!," sambil megeluarkan tiga batang pensil. "Bafak comel!! Kulit binatang mana kau siat?! Sumpah comel!!," sahut aku.

Agak lama lah tak jumpa batang pensil. Tapi, kalau sampai kat tangan, pensil tak jadi pensil dah. Pensil letaknya di kepala. Buat sanggul :P

Then, ehem. Kemudian, kami merayap cari spare-part baby baru Shamil. Nama dia Fixie. Tino ko jate? Kawe pon dok tahu. Demo fikir sendiri la deh? Agak memusing juga 3 kali dekat SS15 dan akhirnya kami end up, ehem, (berakhir?) di kedai basikal Seksyen 7. Seksyen 7 sangat sunyi lah. Serammmmmmmm!

Harini dindin, ehem, makan malam, Mama masak pasta. Nyum nyum! Dekat kampus kata, balik rumah baru diet. Kat kampus tak boleh diet, we need energy! Dekat rumah kata, jarang dapat makan free. Sedap pula tu. Wajib bedal!

-___________________-"

Macam tu lah cerita budak kolej. Sampai bila pun tak diet.
Seperti yang pernah di-quote-kan oleh Munki,
"Hot hot Chicken Shit!".

Sekian, wassalam. (:


Ini Shamil. Dia rasa rambut dia cantik.

It's been awhile, ayy 550D? tskk..tskk T-T

This is Arif, dulu pendek sekarang galah.

Membawa Madam BB (Bajet-Besar) jalan-jalan.

Thanks Ieka!! :D